The biggest challenge being an actor\director\ screenplayer is...
I find every job challenging and requires the dedication of the artist. Actors have to adapt to the demands of the director and what the realization of the film requires. The director must devote himself entirely to directing himself. While the screenwriters themselves have a demanding task and they are the originator of the entire idea of the film itself. I think it's the most demanding job writers have. They have to advance under the means of their own imagination to shape the story that is later transmitted to the film screen.
Pick an actor, pick an actress... And now choose a story you'd like to direct or play with both of you?
I could make a historical film mix right now to pick out the character Zsa Zsa Gabor from her younger days and let's say actor Daniel Di Tomasso. It would be interesting to see them in a movie like Van Helsing. The very idea of vampirism that resides in this film project would be very interesting with these successful professionals, not only because Zsa Zsa is from the territory where the idea of Dracula himself comes from.
Who was the first Aritst to let you understand that you wanted to be an Actor\ director\screenplayer?
I was very fond of and appreciated the personality of Princess Grace Kelly. I remember when I was a little girl, I had pictures of her glued to the door. She seemed to me as a model of the refined elegance she had both as an actress and later when she took on an aristocratic role on the French Riviera. One of my first novels was ''Dersal's Heirs'', which was written in the manuscript phase. It's happening in Monte Carlo. I think there's some beginning of the idea of me as a writer and later a screenwriter.
What really excites you artistically or emotionally?
Artistically, I am aroused by the fact of progress in the creation and realization of novels or scenery. It's a wonderful feeling when I come up with a literary work, it's like a kind of intellectual adventure that one strives for through the process of dedication to writing and work. When I finish a scene, I feel like I've been waiting for an epic, say, to Mount Everest. And the view of the realized and written writer ad seems to be admirable.
Marlon Brando once said, "Never confuse the size of your wages with the size of your talent." Do you agree?
Yes, I totally agree with Mr. Brando. I don't think money can say so much about someone's intellectual property and talent. I will begin with the fact that there have been many painters and composers in history behind us, whose supreme works were discovered only after their deaths.
Has anyone ever discouraged you from your career choices?
As a little girl, I decided to write a large number of literary works, and I can say that during the very beginning of writing in my youth (i.e. before my published works) no one believed that my then manuscriptworks would see the light of day. But I was very persistent in succeeding. I think my faith in myself has ruled me to become a writer and screenwriter. Now I feel very proud to hear that they present me as a multi-award-winning screenwriter recommended by the industry. It's like a composite I've been searching for for a long time.
Do you think it's harder for a woman to be a filmmaker?
I think it's hard to be a filmmaker in a world that until a while ago was ruled by men. It used to be difficult for actors who had contracts with major studios to influence the realization and creation of a film. They had to act the way the studio asked them to. I think it's hard to be a filmmaker and weave yourself with your work or merit.
Do you think fame and money could easily change your own vision of the filmmaker?
I dunno. I'm not a famous screenwriter, but I don't think celebrities should allow themselves to be influenced by fame. It is very important to remain down-to-earth both for yourself and for others.
Who is the movie star who made you dream for the first time?
Well, I'd go back to Princess Grace of Monaco. It is a wonderful feeling when at the age of 15 you start writing the novel "Dersall's Heirs" while no one believes in the endeavor of realization, and then you have the opportunity to go to film festivals with a film or script where you win an award and win.
Make a wish for your career...
I want to spend a year or two in New York with this job and further improve myself as a screenwriter. As my son Jessie likes to model – it would be a great start for us. And New York is a city that never sleeps and a city of great opportunities.
Speaking of cinematography/Show business, how hard is it to be completely honest with yourself as an artist?
I think a man who deals with the film industry, say screenwriters, should keep a note and their own privacy. Writers portray a lot of things about themselves through their work to which they are dedicated. Often many characters in a literary work have some of their peculiarities, but privacy is a very important and powerful tool in the life of each individual. Since I'm a person who likes to have secrets, I understand very well the importance of privacy.
The movie you liked the most?
I loved watching the movie Basic Instict, as did many people back then who enjoyed the very good work of Paul Verhoeven. The script is excellent and leaves a symbolic mark as a very good and tense thriller from the 1990s.
And now, don't be shy... The one that bothered you the most?
You think the movie personality that made me nervous the most? I don't really know if it would be appropriate for me to answer a question like this. But I remember i didn't like the simpsons cartoon
Your greatest artistic goal is...
My biggest artistic goal is to try with my creative creativity and dedicated work to do what I set out to do as a girl. I think that when I have the opportunity and opportunities to realize my childhood dreams, then the last thing I have to do is to let it go. And my goal is to be one of the most famous writers in the world, and that's not a compliment and success that comes overnight.
What profession besides your own do you want to try?
Since I love writing songs and have a lot of them in my literary assortment, I think I could also do composing songs for the music industry.
How important is it to be rewarded as an artist?
I think the award gives a boost and a wind in the back of the artist himself. I am very grateful to all the film festivals that have so far taken into consideration my unproduced scripts and rewarded them. In this way, through constant participation in film festivals, the doors of the film industry opened for me.
Do you regret it?
Do I regret being on the way to achieving the dreams I made through an oath to God as a child? No. I think that's excellent.
What is the message you want to express through your art?
A message that I could send to people who are engaged in filmmaking – believe in your oaths and childhood dreams, because it is an invaluable feeling when it is known that prayers to God are answered and creators are on the way to success.
What's the absolutely necessary ingredient to be a good actor/director/screenplayer?
Punctuality.
First and last cinematographic crush?
Wes Anderson was my first, the Safdie Brothers were my last.
How old were you when you decided you wanted to be an actor/director/screenplayer?
19, freshman year of college.
For you a Film is...
A canvas to explore the human experience in a myriad of ways.
What do you feel when you're acting/directing/writing?
I am problem-solving; slowly attacking different tasks until the work is completed.
You can go to the Movies with an actor/director/screenplayer that you love. What kind of movie do you choose and with who you're gonna watch it?
Crime thriller with Robert Pattinson.
Audrey Hepburn used to say “Nothing is Impossible”, what do you think about it?
I think she's right. The human spirit is capable of anything.
Can you live just of your passion?
I personally can't. I have other commitments and ventures to maintain my financial standings but that's fine with me. I think as a creative, you have to be able to set that aside and have other avenue of income.
What's more important: talent or luck?
Luck beats talent every time, but you have to be prepared to seize good luck and maximize it.
You must go to a desert island but you can bring with you just one movie...
Before Sunrise.
Have you ever accepted a part/ a movie to direct/ a script to write even if you didn't like the project?
I haven't yet!
What's the best compliment you have received about your Job?
That I am easy to work with. How I interact with each other on the job is the most important thing to me.
Are you satisfied about your career?
Not yet, but I think I will be when it's all said and done.
Do you have a good luck charm?
Hard work.
Which is the worst moment on set?
Working during the pandemic was pretty tough. I lost a lot of my actors and had to alter my script immensely. Thankfully I was able to pivot and get the project finished.
How do you feel when a job you've been part of it's ending?
Usually pretty tired, but also generally happy.
Have you ever lied to get a part/job?
I don't think so!
If you should win an Oscar your first taught would go to…
Anthony P, my Film Studies professor.
HGA: You use women to make your point about the perils of autocracy in Proud Girls?
Leslie: It’s shocking because women aren’t like men.
HGA: Are women better than men?
Leslie: Different. Proud Girls is after the Proud Boys successfully slaughtered congress… in a future where dictatorship flourished and women have become like men.
HGA: Is this feminism?
Leslie: No. I write about humanism but I’ll concede my script is sexist.
HGA: Against men?
Leslie: And boys. Proud Girls imagines the vaginally challenged as the housewives, the babysitters, the powerless -
HGA: - And the women are the ruthless self-promoting takers who protect their peccadillos rather than advocate for the people?
Leslie: Exactly! You forgot fetishes and crimes.
HGA: I see, the women are the religious leaders, the senators, the industry captains?
Leslie: Yes! We grab the balls! And just because men want to rub themselves all the time doesn’t mean we should allow God’s children to be treated like trash. Would you give a scratching dog a flea dip?
HGA: I would.
Leslie: Hallelujah. Shall we pray? Dear Lord and Mother, we pray for these sinners -
HGA: What happens if the men still scratch the fleas?
Leslie: For the mass murdering whores? Court ordered penis clamps.
Do you prefer Comedy or Drama?
I don't have a preference, I've written both, but GOOD comedy is much harder to write than good drama.
Life imitates Art or Art imitates Life?
For me, there isn't a distinction.
Which is the best Moment on set?
The first scene and the last scene shot....
Did anyone ever tell you weren't good enough?
Of course, the community I live in is very discouraging to female filmmakers, and my father didn't get the idea of writing screenplays for free, until the read the script for the first short I filmed, and then he got it, People will give you every reason not to do it, and they are right, in that it involves a lot of heartache, but if a person has a story they need to tell, they will find a way. Story telling is uniquely human.
How can you stay focused on your goal?
I have personal deadlines for myself that break the process down into doable parts: i.e. a month to write the script, give it to a few people I trust, to read and give feedback, etc. It's important to always remember, this is a collaborative process, filmmaking. If someone has a criticism or suggestion, note to yourself, they are not necessarily making the right suggestion, but the "note" here is that something isn't working... especially if you get that reaction from more than one person.
Have you ever had a breakdown because of your Job?
No, but there have been stories I've written, that were extremely hard to write emotionally. All of them, actually. Someone watching or reading something that's not quite there emotionally, the person can always tell. The audience is ALWAYS smarter. There's always someone in the audience, like me, saying, "Wait a second... what about this? What about that?
Talent is a blessing or a curse?
Both, of course. It's basic physics. Talent, whatever that means, is like anything: positive and negative infinity.
What would you like to improve about yourself as an actor/director/screenplayer?
Learn more, talk to more people about whatever topic I want to write about. LISTEN, and set any preconceived notions I have, on the sideline.
What's the worst critic you have received?
A play I did, I co-wrote, for a Fringe Festival production, got a scathing review in a local newspaper. He was a big deal critic, I guess. But everything he said was true, and I learned from what he wrote. The next play I did at the Fringe, I wrote and also directed. It won an Audience Award and it also somehow got nominated for two Regional Broadway Awards, which I didn't even know it was a thing. Plus, somehow that critic ended up watching the first play I wrote, even though he had over a hundred to choose from, that's also a positive.
If you weren't an actor/director/screenplayer what would you like to be?
Novelist
If Cinema was a color what would it be?
Purple, the color of the Third Eye chakra.
A day without a movie is...
Sometimes necessary
If someone offered you to play/direct/write in/a movie that you despice but that for sure will make you rich and famous...would you accept the job?
No
What's your greatest ambition?
To be remembered as someone who had something to say that was worth listening to-
What's your biggest fear?
To NOT be remembered as someone who had something to say that was worth listening to
Does music helps you to play/direct, write?
Yes, usually jazz because it's inprovisional by nature.
You have the chance to make a Silent movie, what's your message to the audience?
Words fail, actions and physical expressions (a smile or a frown) are the superior way to communicate.
Share your speech if you should win an Oscar.....
I have no idea what to say, except thank you-
Do you prefer Comedy or Drama?
My approach to film writing is dramatic even if there is no shortage of comic or ironic aspects.
Life imitates Art or Art imitates Life?
The question is mutual, but Life like earth is the mother of Art.
Which is the best Moment on set?
When "Engine!" is called on set, dialogue with another dimension begins, how to create life in a parallel world. This is my best Moment.
Did anyone ever tell you weren't good enough?
I started writing in the theater that I was a boy and they told me I was too young. They were right! To tell life, you need to live life in its days and in its ways!
How can you stay focused on your goal?
I don't chase my goal, he comes looking for me!
Have you ever had a breakdown because of your Job?
Fortunately, no.
Talent is a blessing or a curse?
A blessing to have It.
What would you like to improve about yourself as a screenplayer?
I studied and worked much with Syd Field. I wish he was still alive!
What's the worst critic you have received?
Sincerity.
If you weren't a screenplayer what would you like to be?
The waiter.
If Cinema was a color what would it be?
Blue like the sky.
A day without a movie is...
A day alone.
If someone offered you to play/direct/write in/a movie that you despice but that for sure will make you rich and famous...would you accept the job?
Yes. I am a professional.
What's your greatest ambition?
Be loved.
What's your biggest fear?
Suffering scares me so damn much.
Does music helps you to play/direct, write?
Yes, the tone of the film often suggests to me. Even when I write I love listening to myself.
You have the chance to make a Silent movie, what's your message to the audience?
The film "Cringe" that I brought to this wonderful Festival is a short film without dialogue...
Share your speech if you should win an Oscar.....
I only thank myself and my Masters. No one has ever helped me fly...
When did you decide you wanted to be an actor/director/ screenplay writer?
I completed acting school with Dramatic Arts studio with Chris Bondy, Michael Lomas, and Pat Caporuscio in 2008. I had no idea after meeting Elmore Leonard and Jim Bernstein in the summer of 2011 at the Elmore Leonard Film Festival in Michigan that I would choose to become a WGA screenplay writer. Elmore Leonard saw that I had many questions, he was 83 years old at the time Screenwriters At his film festival, Elmore Leonard and Jim Bernstein presented a roundtable on how to become a working writer and sold screenplay writer. I attended with one hundred other Michigan Filmmakers. Elmore spent 25 minutes talking to me in person and convinced me to become a writer. He was funny, happy, motivating and very encouraging to me. I also had training as a motion picture editor at the Unity Studios in Allen Park, Michigan with Paulette and Jimmy Lifton, that’s when I was also going to acting school and got trained as an Actor with Christopher Bondy, author of the book, “What is Effortless Acting” I was heavily trained in Improv by Michael Lomas and Pat Caporuscio of Dramatic Arts Studio. I ran an IMPROV Troupe called Comedy Mart at CMN Television with Jessica McLarty, Art Surprenant, Jeff Dameron and many others for 7 years. I was very lucky to be a part of The I Group with my agent Tony Dimambro and Olga at Productions Plus and Talent Shop in Michigan. We also had a film, One Shot that was entered into the “48 Hour Film Challenge” in 2008 which was run by my good friend, Frank Casacelli. I am very thankful to work with actors: Tim and Chris Courtney of Central City Films. I loved working and writing One Shot with Linh Chi Ho and Dan Ottney in 2008. We had an amazing editing team with Darren Clark and Lauri Rodriguez. One Shot was my 1st script which won “Best Graphic Film”
How did your family react?
Family is Everything. My family reacted very well when I shifted to the film industry, I am incredibly lucky both of my parents have been supportive of me around all my career choices. Life is not perfect hence the word WABI SABI in Japanese, means finding the perfect in the imperfect world. I am also sure not everyone’s family are supportive of anyone going into a high-risk career. My father always wanted me to work as a computer engineer in the car industry, and I have already done what he asked of me, I did that for 25 years before going into the film industry. My mother is a retired clinical psychiatrist from the VA Medical Center Hospital in Detroit. She always supported my work in film. I want to acknowledge my parents powerfully for sticking a Sony video camera into my hands, and also teaching me how to shoot photographs with a 35 mm Camera. I remember back in the day; my dad bought a JVC videotape machine and so my brother and I were tasked with Videotaping some of our cousin’s weddings while growing up! Family is Everything is one of my core values.
Do you have a Muse or a Role Model?
I have too many role models! Hahaha. Today my role models are Steven Spielberg, John Hughes, Bradley Cooper, Paulo Coelho, George Lucas, Harrison Ford, Ajit Nawalka of Evercoach, Sadghuru of Isha Kriya, Todd Herman, Shakespeare, Leslie Dixon, Tarantino, Robert Rodriguez, Richard Bach, Daniel Chou, Nathan Bokkers, Tai Lopez, Vishen Lakhiani of Mind Valley; Robert M. Pirsig, Ron Howard, Lawrence Kasdan, Leslie Dixon, David Lynch, JJ Abrams, Dr. Andrew Barclay, Dr Ruth, Dr. Kyron Harvell, Albert Emery, Tami and Chris Huvaere, Jeff Juterbock, Dr Eden Santiago, Dr. Erik Erikson, Tony Robbins, Elon Musk, Thomas Leonard, Robin Williams, Sting, Matthew McConaughey, Keanu Reeves, Godel, Escher, Bach, Dr. Abraham H. Maslow, Dr. Magdalena Beltran, Benedicto C. Beltran (my parents), Peggy McComb, Meekhan, Pastor Brett Kays of Southpointe Church, my brother Vladimir Beltran and David O’ Russell. IF I had a muse, it would most likely be Marilyn Monroe for old school Hollywood. Today if would probably be extremely hard to choose because there is Natasha Liu Bordizzo, Jennifer Aniston, Sydney Sweeney, Emilia Clarke, Uma Thurman, Anya Taylor Joy, Jennifer Lawrence, Gal Gadot, Hailee Steinfeld, Tove lo even Kiernan Shipka, so many beautiful and talented artists.
Who's your biggest fan?
I wish I had even one. Lmfao. I wish it was a movie starlet! I think in terms of film festivals such as Hollywood Gold Awards film festival is my biggest fan, I want to thank you for voting our screenplay, SUSHI LOVES SAKE for BEST FEATURE SCRIPT I am grateful and thankful this extraordinary honor at the Hollywood Gold Awards film festival 2023.
What brings you inspiration the most?
I love seeing people overcome their problems, working as a counseling psychologist doing telehealth at Comfort Zone Counseling Center, this brings me the most inspiration because I am actually making a difference for Human beings. If you are talking in terms of film. I love creatively writing each screenplay and collaborating with new screenplay writers the most. I love writing transformational romantic comedy or coming of age dramedy screenplays!
Which actor or director would you like to work with?
Steven Spielberg or even George Lucas, of course if he were alive today, I would love to work with John Hughes. In reality, David O ‘Russell, I will settle for David. Who can forget his hit? “Silverlinings Playbook.”
Have you ever seen a film that was better than the book?
I have to say “Silverlinings Playbook” book by Matthew Quick, so the film directed by David O’ Russell was better than the book! I loved watching the relationship unfold between Tiffany and Pat. Everyone needs a second chance at love and sexual relationships. Divorce I think is the most dangerous problem in America and in Europe. We need everyone to be unified in love, romance, and sex. We need everyone to reach or attain their self-actualization and transformation to become their best self! We all need love not war! We need love not aggression. We need love not hatred.
What's the movie that taught you the most?
“Limitless” taught me the most about life lately. Everyone has taken a pill to remove their pain. I love that this film is about a writer, a down and out writer who makes it regardless of the danger, the enemies, the evil corporate raiders, and CEO’s existing in the world. Eddie Mora played by Bradley Cooper teaches us that we all have a choice to make, and he chose to take a risk in life. I have learned from this film to take risks and to practice my skills. We can be real life “Limitless” by making an effort and taking effective action towards our goals. We can master languages. We can master martial arts. We can drive high performance cars. We can create medicines that can extend our lives or make us tap into our super brains. We can create beautiful relationships and use our intuition from our super brains to create cashflows and invent abundance. I love the scene where Eddie writes his first novel in one day and hands it to his editor. I also loved the scene where Eddie is ordering Italian food in Italian with his date. Limitless teaches one the value of creating your best alter ego. We need films that transform and Limitless had done that for people.
About your artistic career, have you ever had the desire to quit everything?
Oh Yes when I began as an extra and then soon after my first speaking part in Director Josh Becker’s indie film, “Morning, Noon and Night.” He is a rigorous director and I learned quickly to channel my lines. You must master your lines. You must master your screenplays. This indie film taught me to never give up! Josh was so amazing in directing me, I felt I could do anything after this experience. He taught me to never give up. I transformed into that crazy Japanese boss named “Mr. Miura”
On set what excites you the most?
I love the costumes, I love seeing everyone wearing their costumes and seeing people deliver their best acting performance just like in my comedic drama film, “Karma.” I think when people see Actors and Actresses create love relationships on film this excites everyone. Everyone loves a “true romance” Noone dies from love onscreen.
And what scares you the most?
This is the same fear every filmmaker or writer who has finished and submitted their screenplay has thought “My screenplay will never be film, produced, financed and distributed.” This is my basic fear that my screenplays will never get funded and produced. I focus on having a “growth mindset.”
What is your next project?
As you know we are all waiting for the SAG AFTRA and WGA Strike to be over. My next project is to keep writing, writing, writing more award-winning screenplays with My next project is to keep writing, writing, writing more award-winning screenplays with Albert Emery, Ebitari Burutolu, Jeff Juterbock, James Nalepka, Joy, Jordan Kowalski, Alexsis, Garret Thierry and some movie star friends. I LOVE submitting brand new screenplays to film festivals. I LOVE attending film festivals near me or being able to travel to one in New York, Texas, or Los Angeles.
You can steal the career of an artist you really admire, who do you choose?
I am the biggest Keanu Reeves fan, now who would not want to be Keanu? I admire him for his acting work on The Matrix trilogy. I admire him for his fearless characters and roles such as NEO in the film, The Matrix and also for being John Wick, the fearless and highly effective assassin. He’s a very selfless individual and from what the world sees a very humble, respectful man. He has the attention of the world stage. He rides motorcycles and sometimes the bus. He’s an entrepreneur. He’s a good martial artist, I’m excited for him. He will find a great film and attract an Oscar Award, I hope that’s one of my films? I like that he can relate to everyone in person and is very much a hardworker. I like to think that I am hardworker just like Keanu Reeves.
An actor/director/screenplay writer is made of....
The elements of unlimited LOVE!
An Actor is made of energy and love. An actress is made of energy and love! A screenplay writer is made of the elements of unlimited LOVE! Dr. Love once said, “Love is a high frequency wave impacting your space unexpectedly.”
For you Cinema is....
Cinema is sharing a transformational story that lasts forever!
Do you think Black and white movies have a powerful impact?
Yes. Casablanca stars Humphrey Bogart and Ingrid Bergman in 1942 and classified as a Romantic Drama. This film had a significant impact on how stories are told today!
Have you ever dreamed of winning an Oscar?
Yes, has not everyone had a lucid dream? I would welcome an Oscar for Best Screenplay someday!
Do you think you are gonna win it?
I think if Disney, Sony, Netflix, Hulu, Warner Brothers, Lucas Films, Relativity Media, Lions Gate, Bad Robot or Amazon Studios produces my screenplays and I am able to work with creative artists with a highly effective production team with a reasonable budget, I think I have a shot at winning and earning an Oscar! Anything is Possible! Give me a real agency to be a part of such as United Talent Agency or William Morris, I have One Shot. This Year Will be different! Always depends on Karma. I have amazing Karma to win an Oscar! Let’s drink to Red Wine and Sushi after winning an OSCAR.
What's the absolutely necessary ingredient to be a good director\actor\screenplayer?
I think the absolute necessary ingredient to be a good actor, director, and screenwriter is to be compassionate and have strong leadership skills. To be an artist one has to be vulnerable, understanding, and willing to take risks. It requires passion, dedication, and a constant commitment to your craft.
First and last cinematographic crush?
My first cinematographic crush was Johnny Deep after I watched my first favorite movie Pirates of the Caribbean. My current crush is Robert Pattinson.
How old you were when you decided you wanted to be an actor/director/screenplayer?
I was 17 when I decided I wanted to be an actor, director, and screenwriter. The realization that it is my life’s passion and purpose came when I couldn’t explain why I love it so much I just do. It is the one thing I can’t live without.
For you a Film is...
I believe every important question in life can be answered with a film. To me a Film is faith believing in something when common sense tells you otherwise. It’s a magic that brings humanity together.
What do you feel when you're acting/directing/writing?
I feel euphoric when I am acting, directing, and writing. It’s the only thing I am sure of in my life.
You can go to the Movies with an actor/director/screenplayer that you
love. What kind of movie do you choose and with whom you're gonna watch it?
If I could go to the Movies with an actor/director that I love it would be Kristen Stewart. I would choose an experimental or film noir picture.
Audrey Hepburn used to say “Nothing is Impossible”, what do you think about it?
I completely agree that nothing is impossible in this life. There may be challenges and unseen obstacles thrown in your way but there is always a reason for that. And I truly believe if you are a good person and work hard you can achieve anything you put your mind to.
Can you live just of your passion?
I can live with just my passion. I just want to make movies, there is nothing else I want in life.
What's more important, talent or luck?
Talent is more important than luck. Someone can have enormous luck but without skill or talent to back it up there ceases to be anything of value.
You must go to a desert island but you can bring with you just one movie...
If I must go to a desert island and I can only bring with me just one movie I would bring Good Will Hunting.
Have you ever accepted a part/ a movie to direct/ a script to write even if you didn't like the project?
I have accepted a job even when I didn’t like the project because I am not at the point in my career where I can have such a luxury to turn down jobs. I jump at all the opportunities given to me.
What's the best compliment you have received about your Job?
The best compliment I have received about my job was “your deep thinking and empathy will carry you far as a successful filmmaker.”
Are you satisfied with your career?
I am satisfied with my career at the moment. I hope I keep growing and improving as an artist and I am proud of what I have accomplished in these past three years.
Do you have a good luck charm?
I do not have a good luck charm but I do believe in God and I trust he will provide me with all the blessings that I deserve.
Which is the worst moment on set?
I think the worst moment on set is when it becomes clear not everyone is trying to or putting in one hundred percent effort into telling the same story or that they fail to see the collected creative vision.
How do you feel when a job you've been part of ends?
When a job that I have been part of is ending it is bittersweet. I am always so happy and proud of what we have done but I am also saddened by the fact that such an amazing thing in my life is finished and that I have to say farewell to the incredible people I get to work with.
Have you ever lied to get a part/job?
I have never lied to get a job or part. I have fibbed once about my skills and landed a role once on a film and then had to teach myself that particular skill in a couple of days.
If you should win an Oscar your first thought would go to...
If I was fortunate enough to win an Oscar my first thought would go to my family. Especially my mother and father who have supported me and have been there for me through everything.
Do you prefer Comedy or Drama?
I love them both. Great comedy is a rarity, and when I was a professional actor in previous years, it was always such a thrill to hear peals of laughter roll across an audience when performing a well-written, comedic play during live theater performances. I can only hope to reproduce that aspect of storytelling in my writing.
Life imitates Art or Art imitates Life?
I believe both are true. In this particular script I wrote, the story is a recreation of some true-life events blurred with totally fictional accounts, characters, and incidents, all of which reflect aspects of my personal life intertwined with amplified scenarios of imagined existence — much like a dream.
Which is the best Moment on set?
When “Action!” is called and the story-making begins.
Did anyone ever tell you weren't good enough?
Sure. I think everyone is told that at one point of his or her creative journey of any endeavor. One needs to take negativity directed at him or her and turn it into a positive through self-improvement, which builds both competency and self-confidence.
How can you stay focused on your goal?
How important is what you are working on to you? That is the key to keeping you motivated. Writing is very hard work and distractions are many; therefore, you have to be very driven to craft a story that is meaningful to you. Have you ever had a breakdown because of your Job?
I’ve lost jobs while doing creative things…acting, writing, singing with a band, etc. I hate when that happens, but I’m dedicated to my passions and sometimes, well, “you-know-what happens.”
Talent is a blessing or a curse?
Well...if I am talented at all, I guess it’s both. If you feel you can be great at something, it will never leave you alone until it’s articulated in some way. Unfortunately, most artistic endeavors don’t pay much unless one gets very lucky. But there’s always that chance that what you are working on will define your life in the best ways, so it’s hard to ignore it and put it in a drawer.
What would you like to improve about yourself as an actor/screenplayer?
I’d like to just keep working on my dreams, which are centered on performing and writing. I feel that performing is a fantastic way to stay creative as a writer, and as an actor, it’s been easier to crawl into the head of the characters I’m creating because of that experience.
What's the worst critic you have received?
I never got a really terrible review as an actor, and have generally heard great things about this script, which is my first finished screenplay, so I’ve been pretty lucky in that regard. It’s probably best not to dwell on reviews, however, as they can either give you an inflated sense of yourself, or drag you down. Better to just focus on the project and try to make it the best you can.
If you weren't an actor/director/screenplayer what would you like to be?
Rock Star. Haha.
If Cinema was a color what would it be?
Psychedelic.
A day without a movie is...
Not as much fun.
If someone offered you to play/direct/write in/a movie that you despised but that for sure will make you rich and famous...would you accept the job?
I might…I’ve certainly done plays that I didn’t like much but that offered a good part, so if it’s a good part, AND it could make me an icon, why not do it?
What's your greatest ambition?
To be King of the World, of course!
What's your biggest fear?
Insignificance.
Does music help you to play/direct, write?
Definitely. Music puts you in a place. It can be a great impetus to the creative process because of that. I always try to play all kinds of music when I write stories as long as it isn’t too distracting. It can really help you come up with some very odd or unusual ideas…some of which may be the best parts of your story.
You have the chance to make a Silent movie, what's your message to the audience?
This movie is dedicated to the inception of filmmaking more than a century ago, when filmmaking tools were primitive, and the medium was unknown. It’s an attempt to expand on what has been learned over the past century through the cinematic process, using modern storytelling techniques through visual presentation, only. As we are continuously bombarded with technological innovations that encroach on our imagination and curtail our attention span, this film invites you to suspend your ties to reality and enter the world of total visual make-believe, with a modern sensibility, to relive the immersive experience that drew people to motion pictures in the first place 100 years ago.
Share your speech if you should win an Oscar.....
It’s a great honor to be standing here before you all and be offered this amazing prize for all of the hard work everyone involved with this film did in making this dream a reality. This story, a blur of reality and fiction, was crafted during the darkest days of my life, but the telling of it actually became a healing process, leading me to unimagined heights and global acceptance of this narrative journey. This film is a dedication to those who have experienced extreme grief and loss at some time during their lives and fought to overcome it. It’s also dedicated to the hundreds of millions of people who have come to America to pursue a better life, facing sometimes impossible hardships, to attain their dream. I can only hope that this film inspires those who have that dream of finding a better life — whatever the struggle — and to never give up that dream until they attain it. Thank you for this wonderful affirmation of all our hard work!
When did you realised you wanted to be a Filmmaker?
Since I am a child I am a dreamer and practically spend all my time in my head, inventing stories, world, and imaginating things. Since I am a little boy I’ve spent a lot of time watching movies as my parents were watching a lot of movies.
The first shock I had being a child was to watch the Batman Animated Series who impressed me by his maturity even if it was more a child/family program. The narration of each episode was so efficient and well written. Maybe that were the first “symptoms” of me being attracted by animation and by this industry. Of course like any other kids I had watch most of the Walt Disney movies but the impact wasn’t as strong as it was for this series.
But the biggest cinematographic shock I received was when at the age of ten I saw Luc Besson’s “The Professional” that’s when I knew I really wanted to get into this industry. The power of character and storytelling can drive a lot of messages and ideas to the world and especially make it dream.
Do you remember your first time at the Movies?
The first time I went to see a movie it was in an Imax Theather in Paris which had the form of a bowl where were projected mostly documentary. I remember that in introduction was projected a huge 8 bit style animation battle between planes. I was scared as hell watching as I wasn’t prepared and I was so immerged into the movie and moreover with the sound, I tried to hide my eyes to not see. Still today I remember nearly more than a half of the movie. That really shocked me but impressed me at the same time. Now I am laughing realizing that it was just some old drawing with powerful sound and music.
If you should change country where would you like to work?
I would like to live in America and especially in Mexico as I really discover a huge nest of creativity and tons of possibility to create entertaining stories that no one knows or have been created. I am on my way to create my other company in Mexico in the next few months.
It would be great and of some real value for me to live and work in the US and immerge myself in the film industry there as I have some interesting ideas for it that could be developed there.
Two films that have marked your life for better or for worse…
Luc Besson’s “The Professional” marked me a lot for this remodelling of “Beauty and the beast” tale but with deeper emotions as I loved the character and their connections. Everyone teach the other something: one is a killer and became by mistake a new kind of dad for the girl whose family has been murdered. The girl teaches him life in all his aspects: how to live, learn and became someone. This movie really touched me a lot and I keeping watching it when I can. As I am thinking I don’t any movies have marked me for worse as I think that even in some “bad” movies there is always something to take. That can be an idea, an element in the script and even some cinematographic idea.
What do you think about Acting/ filmmaking schools?
I think they could be good for some people because it can help develop the interest more deeply but I don’t think that’s necessary. Making films or doing what so ever in this industry has to be learn by itself just trying and trying all the time. Be interested, alert, curious and you will gain all the maturity to make something possible. I don’t like the idea of conformism: we tell you that’s the way it has be so it will be. In fact no life in general is the contrary, it has to be about passion nothing else.
Have you ever hated your ambition?
Never. I have had many doubts about working in this industry and also about if I could fit in it but with all that happened in the past years I’m sure to be made for it. Ambition has never to be hated in any ways. That’s what life is about: challenges, learning and growing.
Francois Truffaut used to think that "Film Lovers are sick people”… was he right?
In some ways it can be true, passion can be a form of sickness but in a good way. I think it’s a beautiful sentence in a way that is poetic, but as he says if you love something you will keep demanding for it and that’s perfectly normal.
Close your eyes…if I say “Cinema” what do you see?
I am seeing myself writing and filming my other projects through a screen like in a mirror.
Who’s the Director\Actor\Writer that taught you the most?
I won’t be able to just say one. I think Luc Besson taught me a lot about films and because he is one of the few French directors that built a French empire of cinema with his company EuropaCorp which is really amazing and made the country attract even more talents. His ambition is for me an example as well as his talent. The second one is the Mexican Guillermo Del Toro because I’ve never seen someone so full of creativity. This filmmaker has developed a really powerful world of its own with creatures, tales, designs. I think he has no equivalent as a creator.
About your job, tell us your biggest dream and your worst nightmare…
My biggest dream is wanted to make the big list with all the projects I have in mind, that would to be achieve it even it takes time, as I’ve written so many stories that are just waiting to be put on screen. And the other hand I think my worst nightmare you would to have regrets if not doing the things correctly even if I had to make some sacrifice but I want to make everything right.
How important is to have a good Cinematographic Culture?
It’s really important because of learning by yourself, seeing the work of other can give you new ideas and open you mind on things you never imagined or thought were not possible to make. Adding to this there are so many made in the world in different countries and a lot of them are of good quality and don’t have the chance to be recognize, so I think it’s important to support every talent. You never know what might happen maybe one day you will someone that has done or realize something and it could help you. Or reverse you can help him achieve something great.
What would you like to improve as a Filmmaker\Actor\Writer?
Keep learning skills and still keep my curiosity active so I can develop myself.
A big producer give you the chance to direct\to play (in) the remake of one of your favorite black and white Movie (if you have one)… what film do you choose?
I won’t choose I’m not really a fan of remake. I prefer someone that tries to develop his vision, For example if it’s the adaptation of a book and it exists a previous I would prefer watch both so I would have two versions and two visions. I think that’s even richer. I don’t say making remake is bad, I just say what’s the point? You really have to bring something interesting to the project that makes it “unique” in its way.
Film Industry it’s a tough place and sometimes is normal to feel lost and discouraged… who’s the person that keeps you motivated?
I keep watching videos about all kind of filmmakers when they speak about the difficulties they have making projects or sometimes they feel a little beaten by the film industry. But when I hear someone like Martin Scorsese fighting for years to realize his next projects “Killers of the Flowers Moon”, Guillermo Del Toro who realized a movie after more than ten years and he finally succeed with the help of a platform and it’s a complete triumph. Even someone like James Cameron experimenting all sorts of things and has to fight for it. Well it keeps me believing that everything is impossible, you just have to keep pushing and believe. How can I not be in admiration of that? I think I just can’t and want to be even stronger.
Alfred Hitchcock said: "To make a good film you need 3 things: The script, the script and the script". Do you agree with him?
I surely agree with him. The script is the strong base of every projects and without it, nothing can be done. This is like the bible or if you prefer the instructions guide of what you want to accomplish.
What’s your most ambitious project for the future?
My most ambitious project will be an adaptation of a story from the mayan bible the “Popol Vuh” which is about a mythological journey of two siblings to a place called Xibalba.
Do you think that sadness or at least melancholy let be more creative?
I think all kind of emotions can make emerge different projects which is stimulating I think. A film or project without feelings or emotions drive nothing and I think will be completely useless to make.
What do you wish to yourself as a Filmmaker\Actor \Writer?
I really hope to keep pushing the boundaries of what I want to accomplish and really hope that the dream become even bigger than I thought at any cost.
What's the absolutely necessary ingredient to be a good director?
I guess it really depends on the projects we're working on and what we want to give to the public, but apart from the obvious know-how, I would go for that little pinch of "offness" we all have hidden.
First and last cinematographic crush?
It's really difficult to choose, I've had so many crushes through time... but as a first, and I guess forever crush, I would pick Ridley Scott's Alien, undoubtedly a masterpiece in all aspects of what cinema, in my opinion, should be. And for last, not there aren't any other films that inspired me as well – like the first Toy Story that motivated me to continue to learn –, Terence Malik’s The Tree of Life was some kind of revelation – that there are no frontiers between us, individually, and the Universe, and the consequences of our actions.
How old you were when you decided you wanted to be a director?
Late in life, and then again, maybe not! I grew up with the fascination for movies, especially animation, but I always thought it was something unintelligible to me. Times were difficult in the 80s and 90s in Portugal, and there weren't many opportunities to work in or even study Arts or Cinema, so, after I got my BA in Design and Multimedia by the Algarve University, me and three friends of mine decided to found, in 1997, the first multimedia company in Algarve. It wasn't until 2003 that I made my first movie, a short film called Super Caricas. I was 31, and from that very first time I saw my movie on a big screen and the reaction of the people... well, my life changed forever and I became addicted!
For you a Film is...
The most blessed art form that exists, because it can really take us on a ride through the deepest and sometimes unexplored universes of imagination and emotions.
What do you feel when you're acting/directing/writing?
Until now, apart from some collaborations in VFX, I've wrote and directed my own movies, and since I've been mainly working on animation movies, except for one life action short film called A Tua Vez (Your Time), I have had the chance and the need to figure out how my characters walk and talk and feel, and translate into movement what I've written and imagined a particular sequence to be. So I could say that it's a kind of an out-of-body experience, or an identity disorder, where I believe I'm in control... but totally willing to be surprised!
You can go to the Movies with an actor/director/screenplayer that you love. What kind of movie do you choose and with whom you're gonna watch it?
I'm a fan of old slapstick movies. Maybe I would pick 1980's Airplane by ZAZ, or Mel Brooks's Spaceballs, or 1941 by Steven Spielberg, or even the Meaning of Life by Monty Python... because I think we are losing our ability to laugh at ourselves. It’s more difficult to pick someone to watch it with, but maybe Anne Hathaway, because I love her talent and to hear her laugh. And because of their magical work, their wonderful visions, and exactly that pinch of "offness", Guillermo del Toro or Tim Burton could join us too!
Audrey Hepburn used to say “Nothing is Impossible”, what do you think about it?
Of course, I couldn't agree more. This particular notion applied to cinema... everything is indeed possible! VFX, SFX, and sound can make us believe in anything... but we can't forget that these techniques serve a main purpose, which is to tell a story and not the other way around. The story is what matters, not the fireworks... Every hero has his impossible journey, and people are watching how the hero overcomes his obstacles and maybe learn how to overcome their own. Cinema is the art of make believe... and sometimes we need to believe more, like Audrey Hepburn said, “... the word itself says 'I'm possible'!”
Can you live just of your passion?
I guess I'm somehow blessed to be able to work in something I Iove. I love images in motion... in fact, I believe I have some kind of mental problem because I find it very difficult to create something static! My passion is undoubtedly cinema, but because it's very hard to get financed in Portugal, most of the projects I work in are as motion designer and animator.
What's more important, talent or luck?
I want to believe that talent is the most important thing, but if we are not in the right place at the right time and make the right move... we might never get lucky! So I guess both are intertwined and one outcome depends on the other.
You must go to a desert island but you can bring with you just one movie...
Ok... Maybe 1940's Norman McLaren’s Dots. I could try a remake with sand and stones all over the island!
Have you ever accepted a part/ a movie to direct/ a script to write even if you didn't like the project?
I will do my best to understand it and maybe find it worthy of my time, but if I don't... then, no! My passion deserves passion. If I don't like the project, I will never be able to give myself completely to it!
What's the best compliment you have received about your job?
I hope he doesn't mind, because it was really important to me, and maybe one day I'll have the chance to thank him in person, but I remember the date because it was my birthday, March 9th of 2007. I was working in a advertisement agency, and by the afternoon, I got an email where someone was saying that he had somehow stumbled in the production blog me and my friend Nelson Martin had created for the short animated film we were making, called Conto do Vento (or Tale by the Wind), and how pleased he was to see the quality of our work and hoped all the best for our film. Signed, Afonso Salcedo from Pixar. Man, that was the best birthday present ever!
Are you satisfied about your career?
No, I want to do so much more! I still need to do that film with sand from Mars, and win an Oscar... and then another... and another... and maybe another after that... and...
Do you have a good luck charm?
Hmmm, I never thought about that... Maybe I should... or maybe not! I believe in me and the people I chose to work with. If all goes well, then it's because we all knew what we were doing. If not, that is because we've something to learn, so next time we do better!
Which is the worst moment on set?
Hmmm... let's just say that some issues in communication can lead to a series of “unfortunate events”, like unnecessary arguments, broken heads and diva attacks. Fortunately, we’re all friends and end up laughing about it!
How do you feel when a job you've been part of it's ending?
It depends on how long I've been working in it and how I feel about the process or the result or the people I’ve been working with! I know that when that final day comes and I can sleep well that night... Well, I never do, because my brain is already working on something new to fill the void!
Have you ever lied to get a job?
I don't do lies, in real life, I mean! I like how I am and what I know and what I don't know. If I feel there is something I should know, I'll learn it by myself or ask someone to teach it to me. If I don't get a part or a job, then I was not ready for it or, we all know the world we live in, people are not willing to give you the chance... and that's ok! All I have to do is to be true to what I really believe, and if I really think I’m right, prove them wrong!
If you should win an Oscar your first taught would go to…
Well, I must say that my first thought will be Me, sorry... It's my dream! Well, of course, I didn't do it alone... it's not impossible, like Audrey Hepburn would say, but it's highly improbable. When I say that would like to win an Oscar, of course it represents the highest distinction in the cinema industry, but it's also a reflection on the beautiful path from the idea someone had, to the people that gathered around that idea and worked on it with all their passion, the people that watched it and felt it deserved to be shared an re-shared and validated with one award and another and another and, step by step, it growed bigger and bigger, and made more friends than enemies... until it became something worthy of an Oscar.
When did you decide you wanted to be an actor/director/ screenplayer?
I’m a Chartered Accountant, from India, with over 30 years of experience in CA profession related jobs. Looking back, I guess the desire to make film was there in me for decades. But the desire got converted into action only in 2019 when I decided to do a course on Film Making and I did a course on “Direction & Film making” during 2020-21.
How did your family react?
I was so determined to finish the course that I didn’t reveal about the course I was doing to anyone at home or in Office till I completed the course and revealed it only while doing my first short film “Shashthi”.
Do you have a Muse or a Role Model?
During 80s & 90s Mr.K. Balachander, Mr.K. Viswanath, Mr. K. Bharathiraja and Mr.Mani Ratnam, Directors from Tamil film Industry, were my favourites. But over a period of time the preference gradually shifted to Directors like Mr. Steven Spielberg, Mr.Sergio Leone and Mr. Krzysztof Kieslowki from West.
Who's your biggest fan?
I’m not sure if I have any fans. But I’m a fan of actors Tom Hanks, Jack Nicholson, Sean Connery, Julia Roberts & Angelina Jolie and few others. I’m also a fan of Christoph Waltz for his performance in Inglorious Basterds.
What brings you inspiration the most?
Watching (on TV) the Academy Award ceremony or Film festivals like Cannes inspires me to do some good films.
Which actor or director would you like to work with?
There are many actors with whom I would like to work with. On top of the list is Kate Winslet, Michael Fasbender and Tom Hanks. From the Indian film Industry it would be Deepika Padukone and John Abraham.
Have you ever seen a film that was better than the book?
I’m not sure. But, I wonder if the book “Catch me if you can”, which I have not yet read, would be as interesting as the movie, with the same name, that was made based on the book.
What's the movie that taught you the most?
I may not restrict it to just one movie. Dekalog (Part one), Schindler’s List, Gladiator and As good as it as it gets are some of the movies from which I learnt a lot.
About your artistic career, have you ever had the desire to quit everything?
Quitting everything for the love of art / film is not a practically feasible solution albeit few others might have a different view on this. As career in film industry is an uncertain one, it is necessary to have a stable income from other profession / sources atleast at the beginning of the career in film profession. I didn’t quit anything for my career in the film profession. On the contrary, I waited for 3 decades to start a career in film so that it is strong and sustainable.
On set what excites you the most?
Nothing but the performance of an artist who performs better than what you (I) expected.
And what scares you the most ?
Change in sunlight while shooting in open area and expenditure overshooting the budget are really worrying factors
What's your next project?
After my first film “Shashthi”, I made my second film “Saras” early this year. Both the films have done well in many International Film Festivals. Hopefully my next project will be by end of this year / early next year
You can steal the career of an artist you really admire, who do you choose?
I admire the careers of Merryl Streep, Tom Hanks and Steven Spielberg who have had wonderful careers as actress, actor and director respectively. But, I never even think of stealing anything from anyone.
An actor/director/screenplayer is made of....
Passion and perseverance.
For you Cinema is....
A combination of Art and technology that can entertain, educate and change the world.
Do you think Black and white movies have a powerful impact?
Schindler’s List is an example for Black & White. On the otherhand, I wonder how the film Titanic (by James Cameroon) would be in Black & White.
Have you ever dreamed of winning an Oscar?
Certainly yes. And am working towards it with Oscar 2025 or 2026 (97th / 98th Academy award) in mind.
Do you think you're gonna win it?
While Nomination is my target, it will be a dream come true to win it.
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When did you realize you wanted to be a Filmmaker\Actor\Writer?
When I started telling my own personal stories for cathartic release. I realized there is an art to storytelling and I fell in love with the art of cinema.
Do you remember your first time at the Movies?
Unfortunately, no. But I enjoy seeing films on the silver screen in all of their glory to fully appreciate the art.
If you could change countries, where would you like to work?
If I could, I would live and work in the United States. I believe America is the land of opportunity, especially in the entertainment industry.
Two films that have marked your life for better or for worse…
Rocky has inspired me for as long as I can remember. I am in love with the underdog story and the story of Rocky has always been very relatable and heartfelt. Avengers Endgame inspired me to intertwine my other works of art into one cinematic masterpiece: Fragments.
What do you think about Acting/ filmmaking schools?
I think they are a great way to learn hands on and build a networking community of like-minded people in the industry. I think there is a big difference between theory and experience though. So I urge all artists to go out and make films and gain life experience and on set experience that school just can't give you.
Have you ever hated your ambition?
No. But I hate that I continuously overwork myself because of my love for the craft. Being ambitious is a wonderful thing and it's a blessing to be so passionate and creative. I am grateful for my ambition and drive to strive for success, in all aspects of my life.
Francois Truffaut used to think that "Film Lovers are sick people”… was
he right?
I believe that artists are creative people who spend more time feeling emotions than the average person. Many artists are empaths and feel things differently than most people. We often live in a fantasy land of what ifs instead of living in reality. So maybe we are sick. But I think we are love sick in our own fantasy land of creations.
Close your eyes…if I say “Cinema” what do you see?
Cinema-tography. The art of using a moving image to tell a story.
Who’s the Director\Actor\Writer that taught you the most?
I am self-taught. Although, I gravitate to Sylvester Stallone for his Rocky Saga. I am in love with the underdog story and I can relate to his unwavering determination to tell his own stories.
About your job, tell us your biggest dream and your worst nightmare…
The biggest dream would be to make a living doing what I love with who I love. My worst nightmare would be to settle for average in life and give up being who I'm meant to be.
How important is it to have a good Cinematographic Culture?
It is paramount in being a storyteller in my opinion. Understanding the art of cinema and the art of composition, lighting and photography can help shape and tell your story. After all, film is a series of moving images.
What would you like to improve as a Filmmaker\Actor\Writer?
I would love to continue growing as an artist and shape thought-provoking stories that are less about my personal life. I would like to try my hand at telling a thriller story or even a comedy story.
A big producer give you the chance to direct\to play (in) the remake of
one of your favorite black and white Movie (if you have one)… what film
do you choose?
I don’t have a favorite black and white film but anything Marvel would be a dream come true. I would love to even just have the opportunity to be a fly on the wall to see how those films are made.
Film Industry it’s a tough place and sometimes is normal to feel lost
and discouraged… who’s the person that keeps you motivated?
My wife, Laura, keeps me motivated and inspires my heart to keep chasing after my dreams. It's truly a blessing to have her help, emotional support and encouragement throughout my career. She continues to motivate me to find the best version of myself, always believing in me and encouraging me to become better as an artist.
Alfred Hitchcock said: "To make a good film you need 3 things: The
script, the script and the script". Do you agree with him?
Yes and no. I agree to an extent. The story should definitely be the priority. A good story, a great script and interesting dialogue makes the film amazing. But incorporating cinematography and the art of storytelling with visual imagery, makes the film extraordinary. Along with good acting, editing, sound mix, etc. Every job on a film set is important to making a great film. But getting the story right is the first step. My three things would be story, cinematography, and acting.
What’s your most ambitious project for the future?
My most ambitious project has been "Fragments" to date. For the majority of my career, I have focused on short films. In the future, I would like to explore the possibility of creating a psychological thriller feature film.
Do you think that sadness or at least melancholy lets us be more creative?
My best work comes from a dark place. There is something special and organic when creating from a very vulnerable and cathartic place. I think allowing yourself to feel your emotions very deeply will only enhance your creative process and will bring more emotion to your story.
What do you wish for yourself as a Filmmaker\Actor \Writer?
I wish that one day I will look back at my career and be genuinely happy with how far I have come, leaving behind a legacy that I can be proud of.
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What's the absolutely necessary ingredient to be a good actor/director/screenplayer?
Absolutely necessary in a good actor director is the passion. The excitement, the buy in, its all needed to really put your heart behind a project.
First and last cinematographic crush?
I've been crushing on Scarlett Johansson forever!
How old you were when you decided you wanted to be an actor/director/screenplayer?
I was very young. I was good at mimicking voices and would put on performances for who ever would watch. Also i liked writing stories as a kid and would wish them into a cartoon in my head.
For you a Film is...
Magic.... a dream. Its where anything can become. Something that you let live rent free in your head to remember for all time.
What do you feel when you're acting/directing/writing?
I feel a childish giddy that im playing God by bringing these creatures to life! Before me these were just lumps of clay, now they are alive and making you laugh!
You can go to the Movies with an actor/director/screenplayer that you
love. What kind of movie do you choose and with who you're gonna whatch it?
I would choose George Lucas. We would need to watch the original Star Wars in a Drive In. We would also need to borrow an old station wagon that we could pop open the back swing our feet and yell at C3PO!
Audrey Hepburn used to say “Nothing is Impossible”, what do you think
about it?
Is that a double negative? That can't exist. There is no impossible. Once an impossible is determined someone will figure out a way!
Can you live just of your passion? Not yet, but you know i recently heard that nothing is impossible!
What's more important talent or luck?
Talent a hundred times over! Luck runs out. Luck is not a good business model. Talent is everything. Talent is what is needed to create something people will remember.
You must go to a desert island but you can bring with you just one movie...
Just one? I cant help but get stuck on the thought of how we would watch the film? a projector set up in the sand, or an old 19inch TV with VCR on a A/V cart from school. Either way where is the electricity coming from? Because if you get a hypothetical movie on a desert island im wishing for a whole movie theater! Oh easy, the Swiss Family Robinson! That kind of info stuck on a deserted island would come in very useful!
Have you ever accepted a part/ a movie to direct/ a script to write even
if you didn't like the project?
No, I have done projects for work i was not enthused to do, but work is work.
What's the best compliment you have received about your Job?
I guess when people start to believe that they are actual characters that they start to feel, relate to and understand.
Are you satisfied about your career?
No never! I am on the cusp and want to experience the next chapter and bring my animation to the people!
Do you have a good luck charm?
Nah, don't really believe in it.
Which is the worst moment on set ?
Well in stop motion its when gravity or time takes over and a limb falls of unknowingly which makes it on to camera. Really got to keep everything dust, pollen, pet.... free!
How do you feel when a job you've been part of it's ending?
Aw its so sad when a great project you have been working on comes to an end. it comes so quick and its over. You just have to be happy with being a part of something that's memorable.
Have you ever lied to get a part/job?
No. Smiled and agreed quietly with some fluff on my resume, well....
If you should win an Oscar your first taught would go to…
It would go to my beautiful, about to be wife! She has inspired me to keep pushing on with my animation! She is the best partner anyone could hope and have by their side!
When did you decide you wanted to be an actor/director/ screenplayer?
I got bit by the acting bug after doing a play in the 5th grade. I’ve known I wanted to pursue acting as a career since I was 15 or 16. I was drawn to directing early on as well, probably around the age of 18 or so, and took a film class in college where I created a handful of short pieces. Writing has been the surprise. After co-writing a TV pilot with a friend, I had an idea that just wouldn’t leave me alone. Now it feels like I’ve tapped into a spigot that just keeps flowing, and I’m really enjoying it.
How did your family react?
My mom was not wild about it in the beginning. She thought I should just act on the side for fun. For years, she’d send me newspaper clippings of random job posts. Once she saw me having success at it, she finally came around.
Do you have a Muse or a Role Model?
My muse is my wife; I always just want to impress her. She’s also a writer, and we co-produced our first short film together, so it’s been an extra blessing to get to work alongside her most recently. My role model is probably Denzel Washington. His career has always been one I’ve wanted to emulate. Years ago I was working as an extra on The Manchurian Candidate and got an opportunity to see him in action. It would be a dream to get to act with him someday.
Who’s your biggest fan?
My wife and kids. Their support through all the highs and lows of show business means everything to me. My kids (14, 11, and 8) have been particularly excited about my screenwriting, wanting to read script drafts and weigh in with their opinions.
What brings you inspiration the most?
Anytime I witness truth and beauty in any capacity, that’s what inspires me most.
Which actor or director would you like to work with?
Denzel Washington, Christopher Nolan, and M. Night Shyamalan.
Have you ever seen a film that was better than the book?
I’m sure there are at least a few that exist, but none that I can attest to personally. A movie can be as good as the book, but I think it’s almost never better than it. One trap I think filmmakers sometimes fall into is trying to convert a book to a film without adapting it. Different art forms require different things. The Lord of the Rings trilogy is one of my favorite book-to-film conversations. It’s expertly done.
What’s the movie that taught you the most?
It’s hard to pick just one, but if you’re making me do it, I’d say The Matrix. I think both the quality of the film and how old I was when it came out helped me see more of how the sausage gets made and appreciate more of the art and craft of filmmaking. It’s a movie I go back to often for inspiration.
About your artistic career, have you ever had the desire to quit everything?
I always joke that I have no other marketable skills, so I can’t quit! Pursuing an artistic career is really hard, but I’ve never had any real desire to do anything else. I do enjoy teaching and coaching, and I’ve had opportunities to do both at various times. But even then, it just reminds me how much I love what I do, and how much I want to keep doing it.
On set what excites you the most?
Everything! I love being on set. I love watching all of the pieces of it working together to create something. I think creating a film is the most unique and collaborative art form there is. I think about it every time a movie ends and I watch the credits scroll
And what scares you the most?
I think the thing that scares me most is squandering the talents I’ve been given.
What’s your next project?
I just finished up acting in an indie film and a short film, and I’ve spent much of this year so far on the film festival circuit with my short film (www.themarkedshortfilm.com). But my focus at this point is on getting the feature film of The Marked made.
You can steal the career of an artist you really admire, who do you choose?
Denzel Washington. He’s my role model for a reason! From his acting career to his directing, I’d take it all.
An actor/director/screenplayer is made of....
I think an actor/writer/director is someone who is creative and enjoys all facets of filmmaking. As someone who is naturally curious and creative, it makes sense that after being on film and TV sets for over two decades, I’ve evolved in various other directions within my industry. I’m always eager to learn something new.
For you Cinema is....
Cinema is the art of filmmaking, the creative art of telling a story well.
Do you think black and white movies have a powerful impact?
Since almost every movie is in color now, black and white automatically takes on a unique and noteworthy quality, simply because it’s different. When used well, it can definitely have a powerful impact. And classic old movies are the best. The 1934 film It Happened One Night is one of my favorites.
Have you ever dreamed of winning an Oscar?
I mean, who hasn’t? It would be a dream come true. Even just to be nominated would be incredible.
Do you think you're gonna win it?
Odds are I won’t. …But who knows?
The biggest challenge of being an actor\director\ screen player is…
Staying true to yourself. Sometimes, people want to pull you in different directions or have you conform to some success formula. But only when you know yourself can you reach your full potential. Moviemaking is still an art form and requires patience and your personal innerworkings for success.
Choose a Male and Female Actor. Now, select a story you want to direct or play with both.
It's Scarlett Johansson as a Femme Fatale with Bradley Cooper as a single man playing President of the United States. He is the target in a story with Scarlett playing an alluring secret agent about Romance and National Security. At stake? The World. Stay tuned!
Who's the first artist that let you understand you wanted to be an Actor\ director\screen player?
It was Mike Nichols, Director, and Dustin Hoffman, Actor, in "The Graduate”. Nichol’s usage of long lenses and soft photography, music montages, post-college malaise, and unique dialogue acted deftly by Mr. Hoffman expanded the form of movie making at the time. In fact, I use one of the songs in my latest film, “Asherah's Colors”.
What excites you artistically or emotionally?
As a director, it's the Master or Establishing shot in filming a particular scene within a movie. If you get that right, the rest of the filming within a location/scene is automatic. It will all come together in its proper form.
Marlon Brando said, "Never confuse the size of your Paycheck with the size of your talent." Do you agree?
Yes. It is earned every day you are on set. Past performances are history. It's all about the now.
Have you ever been discouraged by someone about your life career choices?
Yes, but I had the fortune to be allowed to ignore options or recommendations made by someone on my path. Choices, by their very nature, are personal and intimate. In the final analysis, it's up to you. It's your life to live.
Do you think it is more challenging for a woman to be a Filmmaker?
Yes. No doubt. And without question, I feel women are better storytellers. In part, it's why I watch K-Dramas. Women write 94% of the screenplays and Direct about 20% of the TV series. Male types drive Western movies; the nihilistic and constant lack of story arcs and character development provide the proof.
Do you think that Fame and money could easily change your Vision as a Filmmaker\actor\screen player?
Fame will fade. The money can be used for investments to produce a higher value film and increase opportunities. As a Director and Screenplay writer, I always want to expand my Vision. So, funding serves this purpose. Yet, remember, the movie is only as good as the story.
Who's the Movie star that made you dream for the first time?
Paul Neuman in "Cool Hand Luke". Mr. Neuman was just incredible with his iconic anti-authoritarian hero archetype. Also of note is the careful build of individual characters. And then, one of the best one-liners in the film, "What we've got here is a failure to communicate." Also, there is much subtext in the storyline which is missing in today's movies. Look it up!
Make a wish about your career...
It's all about the other person at this stage in my life. I hope to provide movies that inspire people to do better. To look at life through a new lens with a different perspective, to see the beauty. In the flux of trends and the whirlwind of progress, my passion remains constant—to tell stories that resonate, to capture brief moments that endure, and to find the extraordinary within the ordinary. To allow all of humanity to become exceptionally human.
Talking about cinema\Showbusiness, how hard is it to remain completely honest with yourself as an artist?
Not at all. The movie industry reminds you how fleeting glory is. You are always looking into the mirror.
What film you have loved the most?
The movies that I love are the ones that take a risk as opposed to genre fillers. Why choose an Art form and replicate it using worn-out tropes and storylines? Movies like “2001”, “Children of Men”, “Breathless”, “8 1/2”, and “Citizen Kane” pushed the boundaries and changed the very essence of filmmaking.
And now, don't be shy….the one that annoyed you the most.
“Meet the Spartans” (2008). I wish we never met! Reliance on mindless humor and sophomoric jokes. It should be in a masterclass of what not to do.
Your biggest artistic goal is…
Help to define the human condition in better terms and to provide hope for the future.
What profession other than your own would you like to attempt?
A Shinto priest, a Kannushi.
How important is it to be rewarded as an Artist?
I must admit, it's vital. But, for the most part, at the end of the day, you are left standing alone; perhaps that is where the magic begins anyway.
Do you have regrets?
Yes. But the interesting aspect is I feel like I'm on a path that is best for me. I'm very grateful for the life I lead.
What's the message you want to express through your art?
My passion remains constant—to tell stories that resonate, to capture instants that endure, and to find the extraordinary within the ordinary. The journey continues, fueled by an unwavering dedication to extracting meaning and preserving fleeting fragments of existence through the lens, the written word, and the artistic soul.
The biggest challenge of being an actor\director\ screenplayer is…
The biggest challenge of being a director is being able to capture abstract ideas and concepts in a clear way that can convey feelings and emotions to the viewers.
Choose an Actor, Choose an Actress...and now choose a story you would like to direct or play with both of them:
I would like to direct Christian Bale. I've heard that he's an actor with certain qualities that make him special. He's very demanding on set but no one doubts his acting quality, and I love people who excel in their profession.
Who’s the first Aritst that let you understand you wanted to be an Actor\ director\screenplayer?
Guillermo Del Toro, being Mexican like me and seeing his trajectory and the successes he has achieved in his career, is an inspiration not only for Mexicans but for the whole world that sees what he has accomplished and the imagination he has to express his emotions through the big screen.
What really excites you artistically or emotionally?
I'm excited by all the displays of human art that exist in any type of genre. I truly feel that there is no bad piece of art, as it's an expression of the artist who created it. Even if I might not share their vision, I respect and value it.
Marlon Brando said “Never confuse the size of your Paycheck with the
size of your talent”. Do you agree?
Of course. There are so many people with talent and exceptional talent at that. But it's not reflected in their paycheck due to the lack of publicity they receive, just as there are overrated individuals who earn large paychecks from what was really a stroke of luck that probably won't happen again.
Have you ever been discouraged by someone about your life\career choices?
I don't think so. Right now, I'm 23 years old and I feel that I've achieved all the dreams I've had. I like trying different things and I don't think there's anything I regret or that discourages me from moving forward.
Do you think is harder for a woman being a Filmmaker?
Honestly, I don't think so. It might be generally hard to break into an industry as competitive as film, and I believe it's equally difficult for men and women. Moreover, I've seen that there are many programs especially for women, so now more than ever, it's easy for a woman to break into this industry.
Do you think that Fame and money could easily change your own Vision as
a Filmmaker\actor\screenplayer?
I believe fame and money only amplify what's already inside you. If you are inherently a humble person with values, the effect will be positive and the world will admire you for your greatness as a person. On the other hand, if you never nurtured those qualities and believe you are invincible, fame and money will bring about a spectacular downfall.
Who’s the Movie star that made you dream for the first time?
Leonardo Di Caprio has fulfilled his dreams while being a person of integrity and true to his convictions. His career is magnificent and in my humble opinion, he is the best actor Hollywood has ever had.
Make a wish about your career...
To have the wisdom to choose my projects, lead a consistent career without scandals, and live a peaceful life alongside my family.
Talking about cinema\Showbusiness, how hard is to remain completly
honest to yourself as an artist?
In Mexico, we say that arriving isn't the hard part, but staying is. It requires consistency, dedication, and living a life congruent with what is shown on screen.
The Film you have loved the most?
The Great Gatsby is a fun movie with spectacular costumes and a magnificent cast. Moreover, the story is both hilarious and tragic at the same time. And Leonardo Di Caprio and Tobey Maguire make a spectacular duo. I love that movie.
And now, don’t be shy….the one that annoyed you the most?
Buzz Lightyear. I grew up watching Toy Story and seeing how they ruined one of my favorite characters with a mediocre movie was something that hurt me.
Your biggest artistic goal is…
That my short film "Who is God?" be the first short film created with artificial intelligence to win an Oscar.
What profession other than your own would you like to attempt?
Astronomy. I love the stars, outer space, and I wish to one day be able to visit the cosmos. It's one of my greatest desires.
How important is to be rewarded as an Artist?
For me, it's very important. Seeing that your work is recognized by viewers and film experts is very rewarding and makes you want to keep striving to maintain quality.
Do you have regrets?
At the moment, no. Being a young man, I know I still have a lot to learn and I know that if I fall or make a mistake, it's not out of malice, but due to my lack of experience.
What’s the messagge you wanna express through your art?
To raise awareness among those who watch my short film about what's coming if we don't take responsible and accurate actions regarding artificial intelligence.
Where can we found you online?
https://filmfreeway.com/WhoisGod
https://youtu.be/4DT8C57vnDM?si=5GzQ6y-OFJHiDuuW
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The biggest challenge of being an actor/director/screenwriter is...
The biggest challenge of being an actor is to constantly reinvent yourself and bring authenticity to every role, ensuring that your emotions and expressions resonate with the audience. For a director, it's the ability to translate a vision into a cohesive and engaging film while managing a diverse team of professionals. Screenwriters face the challenge of crafting compelling stories that captivate and connect with viewers, often dealing with writer's block and the pressure to deliver fresh narratives.
Choose an Actor, Choose an Actress...and now choose a story you would like to direct or play with both of them.
I would choose actors Daniel Day-Lewis and Cate Blanchett for a psychological thriller film called "Shadows of the Past." The story revolves around a detective (Day-Lewis) and a mysterious woman (Blanchett) who share a dark history. As the detective investigates a series of unsolved murders, he becomes entangled with her enigmatic past, leading to a mind-bending climax.
Who's the first artist that let you understand you wanted to be an Actor/Director/Screenwriter?
As a young aspiring actor/director/screenwriter, watching Sir Anthony Hopkins in "The Silence of the Lambs" made me realize the transformative power of storytelling and the art of performance. His portrayal of Hannibal Lecter left an indelible impression on me and inspired my journey in the world of film.
What really excites you artistically or emotionally?
What excites me artistically and emotionally is the opportunity to explore the depths of human emotions and experiences through storytelling. Whether it's delving into complex characters, tackling thought-provoking themes, or taking the audience on a rollercoaster of emotions, the process of creating and sharing these narratives is truly exhilarating.
Marlon Brando said, "Never confuse the size of your paycheck with the size of your talent." Do you agree?
Absolutely, I wholeheartedly agree with Marlon Brando's statement. True artistic fulfillment comes from the craft itself, the impact on the audience, and the personal growth as an artist. While financial rewards are important, they should not be the sole measure of one's talent or success.
Have you ever been discouraged by someone about your life/career choices?
Yes, there have been moments when people questioned my career choices, citing the uncertainty and competitiveness of the entertainment industry. However, my passion and determination have always driven me to pursue my artistic aspirations despite any discouragement.
Do you think it's harder for a woman being a filmmaker?
Unfortunately, yes, the film industry has historically been male-dominated, making it more challenging for women to break through and succeed as filmmakers. However, there has been significant progress in recent years, with many talented female directors gaining recognition and leading the way for greater inclusivity and diversity in filmmaking.
Do you think that fame and money could easily change your own vision as a filmmaker/actor/screenwriter?
While fame and money can bring opportunities and resources, they can also pose the risk of compromising one's artistic vision. It's crucial to remain grounded, true to your creative instincts, and focused on the stories you want to tell, rather than solely chasing commercial success. Balancing financial considerations with artistic integrity is a constant challenge.
Who's the movie star that made you dream for the first time?
Watching Audrey Hepburn in "Breakfast at Tiffany's" was a magical moment for me. Her elegance, charisma, and vulnerability on screen ignited my dream of becoming a part of the world of cinema.
Make a wish about your career...
My wish for my career is to continue creating impactful and meaningful stories that resonate with audiences worldwide. I hope to collaborate with talented artists and inspire others through my work.
Talking about cinema/showbusiness, how hard is it to remain completely honest to yourself as an artist?
It can be incredibly challenging to remain completely honest to oneself as an artist, especially in an industry that often demands compromise. Staying true to your artistic vision, values, and beliefs while navigating the pressures of the industry requires unwavering dedication and self-awareness.
The film you have loved the most?
One of the films I have loved the most is "The Shawshank Redemption." Its powerful storytelling, unforgettable characters, and themes of hope and redemption continue to resonate with me.
And now, don't be shy... the one that annoyed you the most?
While I appreciate the artistry and effort that goes into every film, there have been instances where certain movies with shallow plots and excessive commercialization have left me feeling annoyed. However, I understand that different films cater to different audiences, and diverse perspectives are essential in the world of cinema.
Your biggest artistic goal is...
My biggest artistic goal is to create a body of work that leaves a lasting impact on the world, touching hearts, challenging perspectives, and contributing to the art of storytelling in a meaningful way.
What profession other than your own would you like to attempt?
If I were to explore another profession, I would be interested in teaching or mentoring aspiring artists. Sharing knowledge and inspiring the next generation of filmmakers, actors, and screenwriters would be fulfilling.
How important is it to be rewarded as an artist?
While external recognition and awards can be gratifying, the intrinsic satisfaction of creating meaningful art and connecting with an audience is the most important aspect of being an artist. Recognition can serve as validation, but the true reward lies in the impact of one's work.
Do you have regrets?
Like any artist, I have made choices along my journey, some of which may not have led to the outcomes I initially envisioned. However, I see these moments as opportunities for growth and learning rather than regrets, and they have contributed to shaping my artistic path.
What's the message you want to express through your art?
Through my art, I aspire to convey the richness of the human experience, explore universal themes of love, resilience, and self-discovery, and inspire empathy and understanding among audiences. Ultimately, I aim to provoke thought, stir emotions, and leave a lasting impression that lingers long after the final credits roll.
Do you prefer Comedy or Drama?
Either or is fine with me. I really don't care about the genre if the story is well-written! I like intertwining genres and stories that are written well.
Life imitates Art or Art imitates Life?
This is like saying, "What comes first, the chicken or the egg?" I think they both apply. Sometimes art can predict a future mankind should pursue and other times to avoid. I believe life is art created by the greatest artists of all time. This artist created rules of engagement and allowed its art to create art biologically, chemically, physically, and the many different forms and platforms of creation.
Which is the best Moment on set?
When we get to the point where everyone knows the 5W's and the H. The who, what, when, where, why, and how. This comes a lot of times after the 1st day or maybe even a couple of days during the process. When the actors know their lines or understand their lines, when the lighting specialist knows where the light should be to give a great look to the set for a scene when the props are placed in the right places, and when the camera is spot on for movement for the best moment.
Did anyone ever tell you you weren't good enough?
Of course, based on hundreds of documentaries and celebrity interviews I've seen negative comments are basically a right of passage. Most people tell you how hard it is how nepotism will keep you out of the game or how pay-for-play is the way or how the game is rigged. Common sense will tell you there's a little bit of truth behind it all but that's just the red tape you got to cut through to get to the people you got to get to to make your dreams a reality.
How can you stay focused on your goal?
Do something every day that moves you closer to it. Write it, read it daily, refine it (if you need to), and DO SOMETHING!! If you're a writer, 2 pages every day adds up to 730 pages. A screenplay is 90 to 120 pages. 730 pages divided by 90 is 8 screenplays, it's a 90-page 1st draft screenplay. Some will be good, some will be bad but at least you have 8 screenplays you can now refine into great movie scripts via rewrites. Great scripts aren't written, they're rewritten.
Have you ever had a breakdown because of your Job?
No. Maybe a little frustration but a breakdown, no! I'm a proponent of controlling what I can control which is me and my emotions and letting go of things I can't control which is another person's emotions, actions, and responsibilities.
Talent is a blessing or a curse?
It's a blessing. Having the courage to pursue your talent despite the pushback of family, friends, cultural beliefs, etc... is a journey one must take alone (as a person) knowing that you're never really alone. There is an energy that comes to help and support you as you move toward your talent and or ability. It sustains you if you move towards it and allow it to flood all of your senses. The noise that stops you from doing it is the curse (assuming you allow it to).
What would you like to improve about yourself as an actor/director/screenplayer?
A steady progression to excellence in all the things I do in film. There are limitations to being simply a writer or a director or an actor without having the skills or the basic knowledge of all things movie-making. The days of being the best one thing isn't over but it is a limitation that causes levels of control to be diluted.
What's the worst criticism you have received?
"I didn't like it. I just didn't like it." I submitted one of my films to a major film festival and three out of four critics reviewed the film and gave me productive feedback. I think a good review does that. It tells you whether or not they understood what they were seeing or not. To say you didn't like something without mentioning why leaves me to believe you didn't watch it. This one critic saying "I didn't like it" stopped the film from being selected for the festival.
If you weren't an actor/director/screenplayer what would you like to be?
A billionaire studio executive so I can fund actors, directors, and screenplay writers projects. I think the billion would come from stock market investing.
If Cinema was a color what would it be?
It is a color, it's blue. Blue is the color of imagination and creativity. Once a project is made into reality and projected on the screen it becomes red.
A day without a movie is....
The development stages of a movie, even when I'm vacationing, working, shopping, etc. My mind is in movie mode, 24 hours a day.
If someone offered you to play/direct/write in/a movie that you despise but that for sure will make you rich and famous...would you accept the job?
It depends; if it's something that will leave a negative impression on society and motivate extremists to hurt other people, places, or things, no. If it's just something I don't particularly do, such as rom-coms, sure. In my mind the money would go to projects I'd love to do and the fame would help push them to a successful box office return.
What's your greatest ambition?
To create a money-making movie studio that will rival the world's biggest and most successful studio on the planet.
What's your biggest fear?
I have no fears. Whatever comes I have to take it and mold it into something that will benefit me and my objectives in life.
Does music help you to play/direct, and write?
Often times it does. Music has an energy that delivers on many levels. The sound of silence also does the same thing. It's the music of the universe because even in silence there is a sound that contradicts the definition of silence to the uninitiated.
You have the chance to make a Silent movie, What's your message to the audience?
The peace and tranquillity of it. The creative ideas that span from it. The things and ideas you can communicate through it that are more profound than words. The universal orchestra played in the cosmos that dictates the procession of life, death, and things we as human beings can not perceive.
Share your speech if you should win an Oscar.....
If you can see it. You can be it. I saw it through the multiple artists who had to work at McDonald's before they got their big break or a Video Rental Store or waiter at a diner, etc, etc... I saw it through them, and they gave me the fuel to pursue this dream now a certified, bonified, reality. Thank You!!
Do you prefer Comedy or Drama?
I enjoy both equally! But if in a photo finish race, Comedy would win by a hair. It always feels so good to laugh. I think laughter is slowly becoming my favorite spiritual practice.
Life imitates Art or Art imitates Life?
Art imitates Life.
Which is the best Moment on set?
When I edited the music video for Disney’s Life-Size 2, I worked in the edit bay with Tyra Banks. Ms. Banks had the loveliest, most engaging, creative and spontaneous energy. She was an absolute joy to work with. And with all the accolades, accomplishments and fame she possesses, what does Ms. Banks do when the editorial facility’s kitchen coffee maker overflows coffee onto the counter and floor? The world famous SuperModel, Actress, Producer, Business Owner and Philanthropist Ms. Banks grabs napkins and kneels down on the floor to clean it up. I froze when I walked to the kitchen area in the Burbank Center Disney Building to see this sight. She could have left that for the cleaning crew. No one would have known. She demonstrated the kind of anonymous integrity, humility and grace that will always make me smile.
Did anyone ever tell you weren't good enough?
Of course. The low vibrational energy of cruelty will likely one day cross paths with us all, and we get to observe their destructive words as a doorway to compassion. Only miserable people go about causing others misery. How sad for them.
How can you stay focused on your goal?
Know the why. Why is this your goal? When that Why gets you so fired up night and day, when it becomes what you can't stop thinking about and feeling passionately, focus is unavoidable.
Have you ever had a breakdown because of your Job?
I have been depressed by a religious person at my workplace. I hated to go into the room where we worked together because I knew he would be passive aggressively displeased by my presence, all the while portraying himself as a savior.
So not a breakdown, but a challenging disheartening chapter.
Were it to happen now, however, I would not have let myself suffer him one bit. I would perceive him as doing the best he could and I would remain in a forgiving mindset. Also I would be focused on radiating my own fiercely happy heart and not pay any attention to his vendetta.
Talent is a blessing or a curse?
An absolute blessing when seized with appreciation and enjoyed as a life path.
What would you like to improve about yourself as an actor/director/screenplayer?
I have been told I am industrious. But I don't think I'm industrious enough. What I would like to improve is my expediency of output. To never compromise on quality, to ceaselessly challenge myself to see deeper, to try things differently and to push myself harder to create the largest body of work I possibly can.
What's the worst critic you have received?
All constructive criticism is helpful, particularly when coming from those who are in the arena, those who have gone through the wars of experience and have something of value to offer.
My worst moment was enduring one gentleman who has never edited, as he explained to me about editing.
I sat there, as a professional editor at that particular time with 20 years experience, breathing quietly, as he explained 101 like it was an epiphanous revelation. Sigh.
If you weren't an actor/director/screenplayer what would you like to be?
A pilot for a commercial airline. Or a violinist in an orchestra. Perhaps a line cook at a local bistro. But who am I kidding. I'd always come back to film and music making.
If Cinema was a color what would it be?
Silver like the Moon and Golden like the Sun
A day without a movie is...
Without storytelling, where we learn and play and grow and flow through our chapters, so much joy would be lost. I have found a stillness of mind in meditation, where the quiet of 'No Thought' is relaxing. But while still alive in this form, a balance of both the outward movement (enjoying a movie, exploring, expanding, learning, playing) and the inward movement (contemplation, introspection, reflection, and stillness) is my life's rhythm.
If someone offered you to play/direct/write in/a movie that you despice but that for sure will make you rich and famous...would you accept the job?
100% NO. There wouldn't be enough soap and water in the world to clean my tortured conscience.
What's your greatest ambition?
To not die with my Music/Message still in me. To have given my all to this Life's breath and to have created a vastness in my body of work.
What's your biggest fear?
My objective is to exchange fear for absolute and True Confidence, which actually animates with much sweetness, kindness and humility. A concept from A Course in Miracles is: In my defenselessness, my safety lies. Meaning fear attracts so much to be fearful of. Illusions. Imagined disempowering malifics. Whereas I have the choice for Wisdom and Wisdom does not contain fear. Wisdom has arrived at the Pure Truth: that we are sparks of the Divine, created to Create and not to miscreate. Miscreating, to me, allies with the notion that fear has any power.
Fear has only the power we have given to it.
Does music helps you to play/direct, write?
Absolutely. Audio and Music direct the feelings of the message for the audience. Sound casts a spell over our emotions, directing us and cueing us on how to feel.
You have the chance to make a Silent movie, what's your message to the audience?
A cautionary tale of time rushing by like a river you cannot grasp enough to slow down. So live your best life right now.
Share your speech if you should win an Oscar.....
Why do we celebrate such a thing as an Oscar? Why has this ceremony captivated the hearts of so many since 1929?Perhaps because it's saying what just about every human craves to hear every day: you are crushing it, you did your best and look what you created, do you know how amazing you are?! I look around and find so many people discouraged, just going through the motions, feeling defeated and depressed. If we were to focus our efforts on looking for opportunities to give this type of Oscar celebratory energy to the creatives in our spheres, to plan this exciting encouragement of throwing parties for our friends and family, acknowledging each milestone or accomplishment loudly, audaciously, exuberantly... looking our finest, using the best everything we have often, and broadcasting what we find good with one another, then we would exemplify the Oscar philosophy, as a most delightful practice. Rather than once a year, at least 100 times a year, let's admire one another in this most marvelous way!
What's the absolutely necessary ingredient to be a good actor/director/screenplayer?
Creativity is definitely one but I would also say faith, imagination and courage because like many things in life, being in film or any other artistry takes a lot of those things. You have to believe in yourself when you’re making a film in any capacity.
First and last cinematographic crush?
The earliest I could probably remember is Natalie Portman. The latest one I’ve had is Adria Arjona.
How old you were when you decided you wanted to be an actor/director/screenplayer?
I was 21
For you a Film is...
To me it’s a portal into a different world or to a different place that already exists in this world if you’re creating documentaries.
What do you feel when you're acting/directing/writing?
I feel like a person that’s bringing his imagination to life.
You can go to the Movies with an actor/director/screenplayer that you
love. What kind of movie do you choose and with who you're gonna whatch it?
There’s a lot of people I would go see any type of movie with but I would probably say one person that comes to mind is Steven Spielberg. I would love to hear more of his perspective on any genre and pick his brain on different ways of telling a story.
Audrey Hepburn used to say “Nothing is Impossible”, what do you think
about it?
She was exactly right, and it is one of the themes in my documentary, Our Triumphant Holy Day. The bible reiterates that in many stories like the Annunciation when the angel Gabriel told Mary she was going to be the mother of God. If you believe anything is possible, you’ll be surprised at how things turn out.
Can you live just of your passion?
I have many passions that I can live from including ice hockey and fitness. Film of course will probably be the biggest one.
What's more important talent or luck?
I would say more so hard work and grit, yes talent is important and it takes trial and error to figure out your niche but sometimes you have to practice and build whatever your specific skill set is to be the best at it.
Luck is nice but it’s not always luck that helps us succeed, it’s faith.
You must go to a desert island but you can bring with you just one movie...
Star Wars, probably A New Hope.
Have you ever accepted a part/ a movie to direct/ a script to write even
if you didn't like the project?
I’ve accepted many jobs that I didn’t want to do or didn’t like especially in the earlier years of my career. More so in the editing and shooting department.
What's the best compliment you have received about your Job?
I’ve had many people tell me they’ve cried while watching the documentary or other videos I’ve made, or tell me how the beautifully the story was made.
Are you satisfied about your career?
Right now I’m definitely the most satisfied I’ve ever been but I still got a long to go. There’s a lot of films I still want to make and currently working on some right now.
Do you have a good luck charm?
Well I have some things at home and something I wear that helps me keep the faith, I have a chain with many pendants like a crucifix of course and pendants of the saints. I have rosaries and figurines that are also bring faith.
Which is the worst moment on set?
Filming with bad sound then not realizing it until it’s too late when you’re in the editing room.
How do you feel when a job you've been part of it's ending?
A lot of times it’s bittersweet, you have fun making a project and it gets kind of sad to finish it but at the same time it’s rewarding knowing you accomplished it.
Have you ever lied to get a part/job?
No
If you should win an Oscar your first taught would go to…
I would first thank my parents and family, they brought me here and supported me the most.